Belated Birthday Party

jeng jeng jeng ~! Surprise!!!

mama wat lawak oder besday kek barbie....haha~ adeh~

bro kesayangan pon dtg celeb walopon bz (^_^)

*wish*wish*wish*

*cut*cut*cut*

besday present :D

family getaway to JJ...hehe~

- end of day -

At last 24

akhirnya, smp jugak tarikh keramat ni...wuu~

bgn2 je 2 zits came out as my besday present...hampeh btol (T_T)

dis year pospone celebration seminggu coz mama x free plak. hav to work whole day till late evening. KECIWA gue! ingatkn bley pi shopping 1 family wikend ni. bro pon x balik. bz wit pojek mebi...haih~ wut a day...

but still, hepy sket sbb rmi membe wish besday kt facebook...ingat lg dorg kt org tue ni...kohkoh~

New family member: Aunty Ida

wut can i say about her...OVER affectionate! SGT puitis! no kidding here people! i answered her phone call dat day & she sed smthng like...suara ija seperti smthng2 yg bakal mencairkan blablabla....haha! mcm citer dolu2...adeh~ klu dlm nada gurau tu bley phm lg. pelik2. mebi org terengganu sume cenggitu kot...lol!

b4 dis, gambaran tentang org tganu is simple2 gitu. tp bile pi sana tgk, wah! rmi plak yg rugged2, trendy juge bermekap....hehe~ bley thn gak org ganu xD yg slack cume panas thp GABAN!

- aktiviti luar masjid -

semasa family sume tggu dlm masjid utk acara nikah, i had to tggu kt luar for a reason which i shouldn't mention freely....wuuu~ bad timing btol. da la panas gile...sigh~ tp pape pon, sume berjalan ngan lancar...alhamdulillah~

rupe2nye, it takes 6 hours to go to kemaman. same mcm nk pi penang. cume klu pi penang lg best kot. ley singgah kt tapah beli jambu, dunkindonut ade, baskinrobbins pon ade. journey pi kemaman xde tempat menarek utk mkn (>_<)

chiowz \(^_^)/

My medicine for 2PM fever

sarangheyo 2PM :D

Awesome Animation

jaebeom daebak!

Korean Name

Just for fun :P

My Korean name is Park Yoo-Jin.

Take Korean Name Generator today!

Nanun Park Yoo Jin imnida, ban gap seup ni da (^o^)\/

Interesting dialogue

Malam td tgk drama HK "When A Dog Loves A Cat". and ter-notis this dialog...

Yang penting dalam cinta bukan kesudahannya tapi prosesnya.
Janji dapat bercinta sekali dengan gembira, biarpun hanya kenangan yang tinggal.
Tak penting kalau mereka bersama akhirnya...


b4 dis i think differently. i tot dat klu kite xnmpk hubungan tu akan ade kesudahan yg baik, its kinda asking for HEART STABBING moment in the end of relationship. not to mention wasting time...

now, i dunno. kinda thrilling to take risks but scared at the same time...haih~ i'll think more about it wen it hepens in the future. for now, i'd rather enjoy uncomplicated life..hehe~

Raya pix

taun ni xdpt nk amek gamba byk2 coz asek bz kt dapur je (T_T)

Title: Mama & I

By: Grimtooth

Title: Baby Kidnapper (LOL!)

By: Sushikimaru

Personally, i like the 2nd pix sbb i took it..haha!

suey~

hari ni mood kureng sket sbb anak kucing yg dibela seminggu lebey bru mati pagi td. salah sape?? rase mcm nk *^&#%$@ kt maid umah nenek tu. sume bende nk kene suruh baru buat. bg mkn kucing tu susah sgt ke? klu aku x pi umah nenek sehari, mmg 1 hari tu la kucing tu x mkn...bkn sekoq dua...4 ekoq! tambah sekoq anak kucing. tyme aku nk blk arituh, she has the cheek to ask me to feed the kitten! WTH! bile anak kucing tu mati, gelak2 ckp kt aku anak kucing da mati...pergh! hangin btol! 1st tyme jmp org yg boley gelak tgk kucing mati....bodo punye org. tgk tv pandai plak sambil lipat kain. jaga baby pon boley lg tgk tv. padahal kitorg tgh sebok2 memasak kt dapur...grrrrr~

komplen kt mama ngan nenek tp dorg backing plak minah tu...aih~ klu keje takat cmni, bg aku wat lg elok. xyah maid...

DabeL DaTe CarL's Jr

Suddenly had the urge to make an art (^_^)\/

Taegoon - Betrayed

You're full of lies,
It's been a short while but it became so obvious,
According to my eyes and even my body felt it,
I am fed up with you..

Being betrayed by you, betrayed, betrayed..
And to believe you, believe, believe..
You left me, left me, left me..
I don't know you anymore..

A snipet of lyrics from the vid above...the best song from taegoon!

have to say dat i REALLY didn't like his debut song 'Call me'. but den he came up with 'Superstar' and i like it a little. but 'Betrayed' is 1000000x better than those 2. maybe bcoz its a frustration song which is my type of music...LOL!

Never too late..

a little support is better than none...great UCC video from HOTTEST and a REALLY touching song that would even make ur water-proof mascara eyes moist (T_T)

2PM hwaiting! Jaebeom hwaiting!

Raya 2009

1st tyme raya tak tido. all bcoz of kuah kacang yg TERmasin...LOL! sume gara2 beli readymade cili kt pasar...adeh~ jam da pkl 8pm lebey krg tp nenek nk wat blk kuah kacang tuh. by the tyme kuah kacang siap masak, jam da pkl 3am lebey krg. teringat plak kuey raya x msk dlm bekas lg. evrybody went to sleep except me wit the kuey raya. lps siap sume2, jam bru pkl 5 lebey. pk2 klu tido skang mmg gerenti x bangun dah smp ptg...huhu~ so tgk tv walaupon xde ape yg menarek...aih~

hari raya started.

busy all day long in the kitchen.

tetamu yg dtg bkn sekerat due...skali 7-8 org dtg...lps 1 batch abes, dtg lg 1 batch...

blk umah lebey krg pkl 7.30pm. tu pon sbb nk tgk match ManUnited vs ManCity...hehe~

tgh dok tggu2, kepale pon tersengguk2. last2 terTIDO! bile terbangun, tgk score da 3-3. gile frust sbb byk gol. pehtu, owen bg present kt aku...last menet gol...hahahaha! luvya owen! u made my day...glory glory ManUnited!

Fighting Spirit

An interesting interpretation of celebrity by eunhyuk of Super Junior which makes me somehow sad...

"A celebrity, a job where it's confirmed from the front, behind and beside.

In front, they have fans who love them, and celebrities are smiling while watching those fans.

Behind them, there are several arrows flying at and piercing their backs. Unintentionally, the flying arrows sometimes even pierce the fans that are in front.

On both sides, there are masses of people are watching over their front and back.

Even if their back becomes covered in blood from the arrows piercing from behind, they must smile for the sake of the fans that cheer them on and support them.

If they smile and work hard till the end, the public who's watching them on both sides will slowly move to the front. However if they can't handle it, and if they're upsetted a little, (the public) moves to the back and even shoots arrows.

Celebrities don't know how many people are behind them, or what kind of people or what reason they have for shooting the arrows. They're not allowed to turn around and find out either. Because if they turn around, the fans in the front will become completely shocked when they see the arrows that pierced their back, and the moment they turn, their entire body will be struck with arrows.

No one knows what kind of people are shooting the arrows, what kind of expression they have, or what thoughts run through their minds as they shoot the arrows. It's just that they simply enjoy the act itself, and they like it if new celebrities (especially ones with lots of past personal life) come out.

Celebrities, they live on stage and die on the internet. A job where it's confirmed from front, back and side. That is a celebrity."

Source: Asian Fanatics


Hottest around the world is currently fighting for jaebeom. Petitions, post-it etc. but recently i discovered this particular video made by korean hottest. REALLY AWESOME. made me REALLY respect them and also a lil embarrased. embarrased bcoz i didn't participated on UCC video for jaebeom conducted by international hottest. also quite disturbed by the fact that hottest wants to boycott all 2PM activities. love jaebeom but ALSO other 2PM members. by boycotting, aren't these members getting hurt? confused~



Here is the video by korean hottest that i mentioned b4...enjoy!

Feeling blue...

i know i'm being childish but i can't help it...felt helpless when my idol is being 'chased' by STUPID netizens. i even cried...can't believe i cried bcoz of this...adeh~ didn't know koreans can be really scary and mean...no wonder there's a lot of celebrity suicide in korea...not sure i'd want to go to korea anymore. such a disappointment *sigh*


2PM Junsu:
Through the wind, fall came
Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....
The bright blue sky
It keeps making me cry
Even the sky is making me cry
in the fall of 2009.

Source: Asian Fanatics


Love this poem.
Love the song & vid above too.
Reminds me of Jay.
Hope that he will stay strong and healthy.
Hottest 4eva...fighting!

chiowz p(^o^)q

HOTTEST unite to help 2PM Jaebeom

Everything was going on just right – the 2PM boys were receiving many love calls to go on broadcast shows despite the fact that it is their rest period and there was great anticipation for their upcoming 2nd album to drop in October.

But with the recent revelation of the message which 2PM member JaeBum post on his MySpace account offending many Koreans, Korean netizens are calling for a petition to stop all activities for 2PM.

And the Hottest wants to help change the situation for better.

The Korean netizens are going on a spree of demeaning bashing and calls for petition to stop 2PM’s activities.

What makes things worst was that more offending posts written by JaeBum’s friends were revealed after the incident and the media is tapping on this and blowing things out of proportions once again.

So the Hottest are coming together to do a petition to help JaeBum. And they are calling for more Hottest to help.

Source: dramabeans and asianfanatics


Petition: Support Leader Jay Park (klik! klik!)

Babysitting/Maid Course

starting from today, i've become a babysitter/maid kt umah nenek since nobody else available to take care of the house. aunty kene pi jaga nenek kt hospital. hard work! esp the baby girl julia (>_<) tp solution senang je. klu bg susu die xmo, pampers pon xde yg mencurigakan :P maka dgn itu, kene la msk kn die dlm boyan bg tidoq...wuuu~

lg 2 kezen tu ok la kot...keje menyepah je tp still dlm tahap terkawal. ugut xbley men tenet je trus dgr ckp...lolol!

anywayz, hari ni dpt a little gud news dr aunty. she called saying dat nenek da improve sket. maybe today boleh keluarkan tiub bantuan oksigen and demam pon da krg sket (^_^) just hoping that kali ni not temporary mcm hari tu. got better but then tibe2 became much more worse with the asthma attack...

mama blk smalam cite smthng funny psl nenek. since she can't talk, aunty ngan mama bg pen and buku for her to write down anything. ade 1 tyme to she wrote "piah x picit". piah would be her daughter-in-law. it seems she tak picit nenek's kaki...hahaha~ nenek ni...tgh2 sakit ni pon bley komplen psl her menantu...klaka btol..but at least this means that her brain is working...alhamdulillah~

Emotional Week

da 4 hari since my last post. too emotional to blog...ari ni da ok sket...

monday was my worst nightmare. nenek tiba2 sesak nafas on my watch. i remember clearly it was 3.50pm and she baru je minom petang while sum trainee nurses buat checkup tekanan darah on her. i panicked. i looked at the nurse instructor (whom i tot was a doctor), but she just look at me back. den die suh pggl nurse kt kaunter depan...after dat, they checked and the doctor came...den ask me to keluar sekejap and closed the curtain. hati da gelisah.

i just waited by the curtain and sumtimez peeked to see wut they are doing. den i saw nenek looked at me as if asking me to stay by her side. she's scared. at dat tyme, i couldn't help but cried...bile da calm sket, i went back near the curtain. i tried to be calm and strong for her to see...so dat she won't be scared. tp again, wen i saw her...i cried even worse...went to the bathroom and cried my heart out...seeing her in pain and scared really breaks my heart...

after about an hour, doctor sed dat she has asthma attack. she can't relax and hard to breath. if her condition is still the same after a while, the doctor nak put her to sleep so dat she's more relax. if still the same, have to msk CCU...

i call mama to inform her. but the words can't seem to come out of my mouth. i juz say..."mama, can u come now? nenek..." i know if i say more i'll cry rite there and then. but i know i can't. i have to be strong coz nenek is just in front of me. i have to hug her to assure her that everything is going to be ok...bile mama tny "why?" a few times and i didn't say anything...she understood...and say she'll be there rite away...

i continued to hug nenek but den suddenly the doctor suruh tggu luar again. i panicked again. i tot she da ok tp it seems not. luckily my neighbour came and borak2 wit me to get me distracted. but still, jus for a while. at times, i started crying again...my imagination ran wild about things that could happen to nenek. i started to blame myself. maybe the food i gave her made her this way. maybe because i turn the fan on too fast...maybe because i fell asleep just now...i shouldn't have fallen asleep...bile bgn td, she da minom ptg. i felt guilty...

after a while, one by one...family members dtg...but since there are too many of us, sume kene kluar from the wad.while waiting outside, aunty told us that nenek kene pindah ke hospital seremban. sementara tu, msk CCU and wait for a machine that could help nenek breath called ventilator. SOMEHOW! the hospital dun have the machine. so called seremban hospital but it seems the machine is occupied. have to wait another 20 minutes to see if there's another machine that's available. tot of using ventilator from a private hospital tp 1 day it'll cost about RM1000...crazily expensive!

so we waited outside the CCU and suddenly my aunty came out crying loudly...in malay, more like meraung...it seems the doctor suruh family members say their last words to nenek juz in case she can't make it...everyone went in two by two...but i didn't dare to go inside to see her. i know if went in, i'll break down...so, i went to sit a little bit far from the crowd and cry....

biase la klu keadaan mcm ni...sume org sensitif. out of the blue, papa suh kite balik to makan and freshen up. he sed being miserable here doesn't help nenek. might as well go back home and makan and freshen up. mase tu, sakit hati sgt...he's saying nenek takkan apa2 klu kite blk sekejap. TAPI KAN! wut if sum thing DID happen?? RITE?? tp i didn't say anything la tyme tu. biadap plak nnt...

so we went to eat and went home. lps mandi, i cooled down a bit. i prayed for isya' and doa spy nenek cpt sembuh. tp i'm not satisfied. rase mcm i could do more for her. i cri blk buku solat sunat yg nenek bagi dlu and i found my topik. "Solat Sunat Hajat". byk cara rupanya. not easy to execute. needs fokus and determination. but i tot, this is the least that i could do for her. klu nk di bandingkan with wut she did for me...mmg tak terbanding. tp kene tggu midnite...

while waiting for midnite, tot i should watch tv so dat i won't imagine unnecessary things. on the way down, suddenly dgr mama crying...blaming herself for wuts happening...td she ok jer. i guess she tries to be strong for me...i should be doing the same for her...

niat nak tgk tv langsung da hilang. i began to imagine things again. maybe she cried because she got a phone call about nenek...mebi she "went away". i started crying again. tp i stop myself cause the more i imagine things like that, takot it will really happen...papa ngan mama trun saying dey are going to seremban cause nenek da kene transfer there.

i started watching tv and lupa skejap bout nenek. wen midnite came, i went to pray and doa spy nenek cpt sembuh...give her strength to fight...keep repeating the same things and started to cry again...hoping Allah akan makbulkan doa...

the next day, mama ckp nenek kene kuarantin for H1N1 tp da ok sket from yesterday. i felt relieved. maybe Allah did hear my prayer last night...alhamdulillah~

today, she's still under kuarantin. result x kluar lg. ptg td was the 1st tyme i visited her since she pindah to seremban hospital. Her hands and legs kene ikat cause she's being restless. tried to pull out tubes and wires. ade tiub oksigen msk at her mouth and many places kene cucuk and lebam...she looked so pitiful. tp dis tyme i didn't cry. i dun know why. maybe i have faith. since solat aritu, i became calmer. i have to admit, i dun really do much of solat. i realize now that solat really helps to strengthen your faith. i hope i won't forget this lesson and continue to solat everyday...

nenek had a fever. so me and another lady wipe nenek's body with cold water to help cool the body temperature down...we can only see her during visiting hours. risau sgt klu she demam again during the night...but nothing we could do so we headed home...

mlm td papa ckp akan ade meteor shower. tggu punye tggu...x jugak muncul. kitorg siap argue lg arah mana north...lol! lps sejam tggu, kitorg givap. papa kene bgn awal nk men golf. i tot nk teman mama ngan aunty pi visit nenek lagi pagi ni kol 5am. tp xsure lg coz max 2 org je ley msk. tgk ar cmne nnt...hopefully nenek x demam...

kalau ade sesiapa yg baca post ni, klu boleh doakan nenek cepat sembut ye...terima kasih~

Bengang! (21+ sahaja: Mengandungi perkataan krg seswai utk umum)

hari ni rase bengang gile!

reason 1:

nenek admitted to hospital yesterday. kene pneumonia and asthma. seeing her having a hard time to breath really makes me want to cry. rase mcm nk pindah kan penyakit tu to me so dat she can relax and talk as usual. skang ni jarang sgt dgr suara nenek....

anyways, her sis wit hubby dtg melawat ard 2pm today. tatau la 2 org ni ade otak ke x...(pls excuse my words) tp siyes xley tahan ngan wut dey did kt hospital ptg td. talking about dis person just passed away yesterday, another person keluar msk hospital for so many penyakit, den another person plak sakit tua..blablabla..WTH! nk kata tak matang tp umo da tua pangkat atok nenek. tp dok ckp psl mati and sick people in front of a patient. sedara sndri plak tuh....mangkok btol...ade jugak org cenggini. nenek da la jenis sensitip. smlm nenek xmo admitted to hospital coz takot. tp bcoz mama, uncle ngan aunty nanges2 suh die msk...so die pon agree admitted to wad. xpsl2 plak 2 makhluk tuhan ni make the situation worse. atok baru je meninggal last year...can bear it if she follows his footsteps (T_T)

reason 2:

nurse hospital yang takde courtesy? or izit budi bahasa? otak da ade sbb bley jd nurse tp mungkin xgune. ade selimut yg dorg lipat elok2 kt ujong katil tu...nurse marah and sed xley tarik. bodo ke ape? klu pesakit sejuk, they are just suppose to put their feet under it and freeze? not even legs! just feet! what's the use of selimut then?? buat hiasan?? klu nak tegur pon, tegur la elok2...xyah nk tinggi2 sore...pesakit tu da la tgh sakit, dimarah2 plak...bodo punye manusia..

den mama lak citer, nurse ckp nenek kene pki pakaian pesakit je. xley pki seluar. she is feeling DAMN cold and she can't wear seluar and selimut...yang lagi sakit hati tu bile the nurse ckp klu nenek nk pki seluar, nnt bile doktor wat check up, nenek kene bukak seluar sndri...what kind of nurse behaves dat way??? ur suppose to take care of the patient but yet makes the patient's life miserable. drpd boley baek, becomes worse...all bcoz of their STUPID rules...

and 1 more thing...signboard tulis penjaga xley msk bcoz doktor tgh wat rounding doing checkups. tp ade 2,3 org chinese bley aje kluar msk wad tu. bila ditanya, guard ckp dorg xreti bahasa (>_<) totally speechless!

Bad Dream

been a while since the last dream...seemed real...

i was in a hall sumwhere and received a card. raya card maybe...written on it saying my friend had passed away...car accident? illness? didn't mention about it on the card. seemed like a lot was written on it but sum how i can't recall wut i read in the dream.

i cried. felt sum how lost even tho we weren't close and the last time we saw each other was during SPM. but the weird part was that he was one of my crushes in high school. we like each other but both were too shy i guess. or maybe i was too cold hearted...pretend not to notice his stare...yes, that was me back then...skarang pon xbyk berubah rasenye. still cold but sum how a little frenly. really grateful to my junior friends in PrinceNetwork. they really changed me into a better person. young but matured and sumtimez sengal & crazy...hehe~ love u guyz very much from the bottom of my heart...

wutever it was, i hope that guy still lives happily with his gf and family. hopefully its not some premonition or sumthing...


chiowz m(T_T)m

R.Tripper - Far Away

latest korean duo group. my current addiction song. somehow i find dat i like frustration songs dis days...wuuu~


chiowz v(^_^)v

Future Career

A CAREER THAT NURTURES OTHERS

You are a caring person with a need to care for others. Your compassion finds an outlet in these careers: teacher, social worker, veterinarian, mental health worker, coach, day care worker, gardener, aesthetic, massage therapist, pet store owner, pet groomer, naturopath, chiropracter, chef, midwife, nurse, dietitian, dental hygienist or flight attendant.

so true about caring for others! even true about flight attendant...was my ambition but parentz x bagi. sume salah pramugara terlampau yang sengal...wuuu~

tp...camne dr IT field nk msk bidang ni plak...tgk2 blk kebanyakkan occupation are medical stuff...jauh plak nk melencong...adeh~

chiowz m(>_<)m

Perang Flu?

running nose since yesterday. perang bermula...

tghari td mkn 2 sudu scott's emulsion + 2 sudu ubat batok + 2 panadol...

kite tgk sape menang...lol~

chiowz v(^_^)v

Sorii~

yo!

sori la lama x apdet...bkn tamau apdet tp malas apdet...hehe~

bukak2 tenet, 1st tab mestila gmail. pastuh bajet nk blogging tp scrol2 ter-klik link2 hangout kt bwh tue...esp asian news! ngan lg 2 site donlod...wuuu~

dah msk situ mmg sah2 kene donlod lagu...lolol~ pehtu akan teringat plak aritu x abes donlod video...kene sambung! pegi plak youtube....kohkoh~

dah abes donlod sume2, cancel satu2 window...pastu --> "eh2, lupe nk apdet blog! esok je la"...dats wut hepen setiap hari...lol! phm2 je la ye....lalalala~

pape pon, xbyk apdet sebenanye. juz rmi sakit. afiq (kezen) kene beguk, da sembuh trus kene demam campak....hahaha! sian gile! dah baek lps tuh kene demam bese plak...wuuu~ baby julia (kezen) pon kene demam. b4 dat kene skin infection...aih, kecik2 da byk kene attack penyakit. fighting julia!

Ade ustaz msk hospital kene strok. pastu papa plak cam dpt minor heart attack tyme men golf tp he's in denial. he still thinks his heart is ok..aih, tatau la nk ckp ape. everyday smoking. tp seb baek ade balance coz die byk minom teh ape segala yg baek tuk jantung...siap tanam kt garden dpn umah tu. ulam2 penoh...wuuu~ 

tp ade 1 bende yg plg aku rase magic. papa dpt heart attack tu waktu pagi. pastu aku rase sejam ke 2 jam lps tuh, aunty aku yg tgh keje kt seremban bley tau & tepon tny "papa ok ke?". aku dok tgh blur2 bru bgn tido...aku trun bwh cek, papa tgh baring atas sofa rehat2 lps men golf. gile cpt berita tersebar...bru sejam due kene attack 1 family da tau....adehh~ tatau nk categorized dis as good or not...mulut org lg cpt dr internet...haha! klu aku kawen nnt xyah pos kad kawen dah...ckp mulut je cukup....lolol~

aktiviti harian pon xbyk kot. ade klas piano, jaga baby julia, wat blog tuk uncle, donlod korean stuff, tgk tv, tido, makan, minom, jogging kt park (klu rajin), men Naruto Wars...tuje~

insyaAllah, klu ade pape lg akan ku apdet lg :P

chiowz   v(^_^)v

Dancing Shoes / Danshingu no kutsu

Tagged by: Aceed

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Give It To Me Right - Melanie Fiona (tak okay la maksud tuh...lol!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
My Day / Na Harureul - SG Wannabe

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Goyang Goyang - Tamila Boys (hahahahaha! adehh~ sengal!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
London Bridge - Fergie (means happy? wuuu~)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
One Drop - Kat-Tun

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Miracles Happen - Myra (sumtimez dey DO!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Lonely - Britney Spears (i like...hehe~)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Touch Me - Min Hyo Rin (erm...mebi luv me better :D )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Don't Mess With My Man - Nivea (i wish!)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Colorblind - Darius (ape kene mengene ngan math??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Ur My Style - Seo In Young (oh yeah~)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Fight The Bad Feeling - T-Max (cool!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I remember - Mocca

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
This Is Why I'm Hot - Mims (LOL! totally NOT TRUE!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Yesterday - The Beatles (WTH! T_T )

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Get It On - Bittersweet (kijam!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Still Standing - The Rasmus (tido lebey tepat...Still Snoring? kohkohkoh!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Belaian Jiwa - Innuendo (waaaa~ sgt takut...duh~)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Menanti Saat Termampu - Exist (saat termampu beli hyundai coupe)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Thank You For Loving Me - Bon Jovi

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
My Band - Eminem feat D12

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Dancing Shoes - Cliff Richard (aih...tetibe men lagu oldies :\ )


Tagging:
# DeLLs-chan
# Biawak-kun
# Izzat-kun
# Jijy-kun
# Mactel-kun

Friendship Award

Alright, here's what you gonna do:

1. Put this badge in your awesome blog.
2. Award this badge to 10 blogger whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
3. Make sure you put the recipients' names here, along with their links.
4. Let them know about this.


and this badge goes to :

~ Aceed...junior/koohai plg sporting :D


p/s: aktif lg budak ni men blog....wuuu~ gambate kudasai!

Special 5

Tagged by: Biawak


5 Yang Paling Spesel - Orang Yg Masih Bernyawa:

>> Mama
>> Papa
>> Bro
>> Nenek
>> Any korean celeb (pick one! hehe~)


5 Yang Paling Spesel - Makhluk Bernyawa Bukan Orang:

>> kucing2 kesayangan kt umah nenek
>> koala
>> kambing biri2 yg tanduk die pusing2 tuh :P
>> arnab aussie yg comei2
>> pokok mangga kt umah nenek...wuuu~


5 Yang Paling Spesel - Harta Benda Yg Memang Tak Bernyawa:

>> Laptop
>> Ext HDD
>> Wira
>> 2 digi camz
>> air-cond (sejuk2...lolol~)


5 Yang Paling Spesel - Ape-ape Yg Jadi Nyawa Anda:

>> Family
>> Membe2 uniten
>> Laptop & HDD
>> Music esp k-pop
>> TV yg ade cenel kbs! (klu ley tambah starworld lg kacak..hoho!)


5 Yang Paling Spesel - Penjawab Tag Nyawa Yg Seterusnya:

xde mood lak nk tag org...sape2 nk jwb, sile2 :D

2am - A Friend's Confession

Artist: 2am 

Title: Chinguui Gobaeg / A Friend's Confession

It's been a while

Since my heart had changed,

Since I've been dealing with its lonesome..

Everytime you came back,

I hated the guy that made you cry

I'd rather protect you,

although I don't know if it will make it better...

"This time I'll hold you and love you" is what I thought

Baby, come to me now

And be my lady

I've watched you for too long

I stood there with no words,

hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,

I had to push the confessions down my throat

But now I'll confess to you,

I love you...

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me

Keeping me as a friend,

you say it's a blessing

Whenever you say let's never change,

I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,

not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool

I was too scared to lose you, but...

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)

And be my lady

I've watched you for too long

I stood there with no words,

hiding my pitiful heart

As a friend, to remain as friends,

I had to push the confessions down my throat

That confession I had to hold it in

But now I'll confess to you,

I love you...

Backgammon

lately been addicted to dis game called backgammon...

tuje nk bagitau....wuuu~

chiowz   v(^_^)v

FT Island - Bad Woman

Band: FT Island

Title: Nappun Yoja / Bad Woman

I guess you're not mine

I guess we're not lovers

"Lets break up now, lets say goodbye"

If you say those words, what do i do?

Like a person who doesn't know me

As if nothing ever happened

If you forget everything

What do i do? I loved only you

You're a bad woman

You're a bad woman

From a man's heart, from a man's eyes

You made me cry

You're a bad woman

You're a bad woman

I loved you and i had only you

But in the end, you're leaving me...you're a bad woman...

Like a person who doesn't know me

As if nothing ever happened

If you erase everything

What do i do? I loved only you

Because of you, i was happy

Because of you, i loved

I believe that i was the only one you would love forever

I'm a bad man

I'm a bad man

The memories with you and our love

I'm erasing them all now

My only love

The love that i long for

I loved you, there was only you

but now you're leaving me

Tag of 10s

WHOEVER GETS TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED HIM/HER.


Tagged by: TripleNoize

1. suke lagu yg bising2. tau psl mende ni tyme kitorg pi karok and die tatau nk karok lagu ape...huhu~

2. sgt sporting

3. mata cantik :D

4. klaka thp sengal...kohkoh~

5. keturunan jowo (booo! idop minang!)

6. penah ade gosip antara beliau dgn sunan

7. suke bergambar & ade bakat dlm editting gamba

8. suara sgt bes bile karok. siyes!

9. sapot celsux..eh...chelsea....lalala~

10. ade kwn yg kacak -> sushi...lol~

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Tagged by: DeLLs

1. coursemate yg sgt fluent in english

2. sgt comei

3. suara sgt bes! ajak dells pi karok and hear it for urself :D

4. sgt trendy

5. every batch slalu ade HOT GALZ lepak in a grup. Dells is one of them...hehe~ cam spice girls of my batch....feweeet!

6. aa..teringat dells maen kejar2 ngan sum1 kt upten...haha!

7. have a sensitive heart i guess. can find comfort in her...i've seen it :D

8. suke lagu jiwang2 indon...ingat lg lagu tangga dlu tyme karok...wuuu~

9. adeh~ tatau ape lg nk citer. dells org Johor. same cam perins, dd, kuler & shyguy...lol~

10. dlu ade pink devil hanging kt blakang kete...skang tatau ade lg ke x sbb da lama xjmp...hehe~

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Another blog

erm...pasal blog nomo 2 yang korg taley tgk content tuuu...hehe...blog tu private la ye kwn2 tersayang.

dulu tyme start wat blog ni sbb nk wat blog cam diary. tp makin lama makin rmi plak yg baca blog ni. jd xdpt nk membahan sesuka hati...esp org2 yg tgh dok baca post ni...lolol~

tp dun wory ar, xde pape yg extreme pon...byk mental problem je yg aku tulis dlm blog ni. byk perkataan2 yg krg seswai tuk tontonan umum...hehe~

haaa! ckp psl mental problem, mebi aku ley share mende ni ngan korg...3 wiks ago, aku pi JPN to replace IC sbb cip die da rosak. start from dat day, ade miscalls, text msg & calls from this particular number.

memule text msg je...xreply pon. aku saspek org JPN sbb mende ni btol2 jd on dat day itself in the evening. nyesal btol isi nomo enfon kt borang tuh...aih~

pastuh 1 day, die call! mangkok! brani gile call. jd situation is as follows:

- tgh kusyuk tgk tv
- phone ringing! (my heart practically STOPS a beat!)
- papa tgh dok maen solitaire at about 3 feet away from me
- aku benamkan enfon aku bawah kusyen smp enfon stop ringing
- set fon vibrate
- sambung tgk tv

luckily, papa x prasan psl mende ni. slalunye klu fon aku bunyik je die pusing tgk aku...hoho! seb baek!

anyways, after dat ade a few calls from him tp aku x pasan sbb aku set vibrate mode. den 1 day die msg nk konfem nama aku. ntah apsal aku bodo2 pi reply. tp aku xde la ngaku...aku juz tny sape ni...den die tny blk gune ayat lama..."bley knal?". hahaha! monyet!

skang ni dilemma. dis wik patotnye aku da ley pi amek IC baru tp tatau apsal aku takot gile nk pi amek. adeh~ aku x wat salah ape pon tp takot nk pi amek. takot unexpected things happen (T_T)

btw, klu btol mende ni mamat JPN yg punye keje kn, bkn un-ethical ke gune maklumat client??? aih...corrupt btol la...xde keje stalk org...


anywayz, mental problem kn? hehe~ klu kt blog lg 1 tu, aku rase lg pjg dr post ni sbb aku klu citer mmg ikot suke ati aku. kdg2 ade iklan kt tgh2. pastuh kot2 ternampak ade yg kacak, jambu...kene citer sume2 tu. yg aku citer kt cni kire da edit...kehkeh~

kesimpulan: blogging tuk kepuasan diri sendiri. sape xpuas ati bley pi maen jauh2...



chiowz v(^_^)v

OST Boys Over Flowers #3

Singer: Kim Yoo Kyung

Title: Starlight Tears

The white starlight wraps around my tears

My tears fall against the warm breeze

Can you feel it?

The quiet trembling for you

I draw you on white paper

Your warm smile envelopes me

Is this love?

I see you even when i close my eyes

I will be waiting for you

i will wait for you

I won't show my tears any longer

You let me know about this false love

I won't let go...because it's you

I'm walking through our memories

Tears well up in my heart

What should i do?

I even long for you in my dreams...

I will be waiting for you

I will wait for you

I won't show my tears any longer

You let me know about this false love

I won't let go...because it's you

Look at me

Like the stars in the sky

Cant you be the one in my heart

I will be waiting for you

i will wait for you

I won't show my tears any longer

You let me know about this false love

I won't let go...because it's you

-END-

nomo2 chuwa! sad melody wit sad words...chuwa!

chiowz v(^_^)v

OST Boys Over Flowers #2

Band: Shinee

Title: Stand By Me

Stand by me

Look towards me

Eventhough i don't know love yet

Stand by me

Guard over me

Because i'm still clumsy at love

My feelings get better as i look at you

I find myself randomly singing

I even want to buy a single rose

This side of my side is so new

As my heart becomes closer to you

The worlds become more beautiful

If you feel my nervousness

Will you wait just a little bit?

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

Filled with your bright smile

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

Now hold my hands

Stand by me

Look towards me

Eventhough i don't know love yet

Stand by me

Guard over me

I feel i'm still clumsy at love

The more i get to know you, my heart quivers

All i can do is smile

shall i try to kiss you?

Will it get me a little closer to your heart?

Could these feelings be love

I'm still shy

I haven't even taken a single step to you 

So please wait for my love

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

Filled with your bright smile

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

I will slowly head towards you step by step

Stand by me

Look towards me

Somehow i want to be closer to you

Stand by me

Guard over me

I want to seem a bit cooler to you

I didn't know at first

How to begin to love

I still don't know my heart

But i love you

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

Filled with your bright smile

Together make it love

Forever make it your smile

Now hold my hands

Stand by me

Look towards me

Eventhough i don't know love yet

Stand by me

Guard over me

I feel i am still clumsy at love

-END-

dis song was so-so for me...sbb lagu hepi kot. not rili a fan of those kinds...lolol!


chiowz v(^_^)v