CommitmentPhobia

nape la sejak akhir2 ni byk sgt SURPRISES in my life. esp guyz related. izit a sign for me to get attached? to get married? haha! hell no!

i think i'm commitment phobic. why?

Commitmentphobia is often most strongly apparent in romantic life. Generally, commitmentphobic people claim that they are eager to find a lasting romantic attachment and get married, yet they fail to find appropriate partners and maintain longlasting connections. Ironically, in these romantic relationships, the commitmentphobic partner craves what he/she fears most: love and connection. This paradoxical craving for a frightening reality leads to a confusing and destructive pattern of seduction and rejection. The results are emotionally devastating. [wikipedia]

apparently, i'm like dat. hw did dis hapen? no idea!

but maybe...juz MAYBE! itz not my fault. ok, i wanna share smthng here.

maen msg. i dun mind klu skali skala. tp klu hari2 asek msg2...aku jadi rimas. pelik ke? xnormal ke?

klu msg2, kdg2 aku rase laki ni manja sgt. katelah aku msg kate tgh mkn. pehtu die ley reply suh suap kt die...klaka!tu bru cth 1. cth 2 cam..."alaa...bley laa. bley la...jom la~ jom la...." ade byk lg contoh. majok la ape sume. xphm aku. ke aku bace salah intonasi? aku yg sensitip sgt ke? atau mmg laki sume cmtu?

tlg la be a man. not a boy. i nid a man. not sum manja boy dat nids me to layan like my 6 year old kezen. mebi dis is wut dat turns me off. manje2. x seswai btol. evrityme dpt msg cmtu dr membe2 laki...mmg cause my mood to flip 180.

klu mmg sume laki cenggitu, i thnk will never ever get a bf let alone get married. no matter hw kacak...hw ensem or wuteva. siyesly, i know a guy dat i consider him gud looking. tp bile die wat msg2 manje cmtu, trus kene blacklisted...hoho~ kwn sudey...

very true indeed...personality is more IMPORTANT than looks.

mungkin ke i nid older guyz? mebi older guyz are not dat manje. hm...~

chiowz v(^_^)v